Hello Boys and Girls (and those who dont fit into either category).

Today. Today. Ah yes...today the day that decided alot of things. Great to see one can have a good start to the day by getting verbally abused by their own mother and grandmother, not to mention father the night before. Comments like "You make me sick in the stomach", "You're a slob, I have no time for you", and insulting close people to me I dont need, want, or will not take from an incompetent fucking bitch like my own grandmother. She calls me disrepectful? Yet she is the one who also calls me names, insults who I am, puts me down. Do you call that respect? No. Hypocritical self-centered old bitch.
As for my mum, she will never listen to me it seems and same with my father. They think they are so damn cock-sure of everything these days: "You forget we've been through that. We know what it is like." No, you dont. Hate to burst your fragile bubble. What happened to you back in fucking 1956 holds no relevance to how things work today, epecially with systems you use daily. Also the fact they wont believe my word when I especially say "Uni is exhausting." or "dont have time for a job because I am a full-time Uni student who gets home 4 days a night at 7, does more Uni work later that night and only has the w\end to relax. Who also will not tolerate his marks be affected by the balancing act of having a job. I am not interested in being compared to other people, everyone is different and has their own contributing factors with how their lives work". "You're becoming a disappointment to your father and I". Me? Being a disappointment to them? More like the other way around, fuckwits. Everyone from my own girlfriend to the goddamn milkman understand my situation and how it is with University, except the one bunch of people who should be the first supportive party who tries to understand and help out. It's a fucking a joke...really is. Maybe it's time to move out.

Centrelink are non the wiser either. Queues for fucking too long, being told I can't get this or do that because "the government says so" in true primary school bullying fashion. I HATE Centrelink with a passion. Even that is an understatement. No wonder some customer wanted to shoot the workers at an office in Narre Warren. Ill supply the bullets next time.

Other than that, I browsed through the newsagency, searched Coles for my mate who works there, checked up on g-strings at Target or the lack thereof and later venturing up to Adam Blackney's for Pt II of our gossip session.

Much to my surprise Kat SMS today out of the blue. Thought she ran out of credit. She sounded just as upset I was, with her mum and her boyfriend. I got a feeling a few bad things happened over the past two days. One of them would be the results of her ex's diagnosis as to whether he has cancer or not. Things weren't looking good. I long to be with her today more than anything.

When I rang she seemed pretty down and had alot to tell me tomorrow. Later I got paranoid she would have a problem with us she wanted to talk about. This gave me sheer anxiety as I was down enough as it was which aided things, not for the better. She told me there was something but DONT woory (I HAVE to stop being paranoid thinking it is something bad or catastrophic and realise she said to me she still loves me). She also said no to her ex.

Relievement and sigh of breath.